It is not even three months since my husband and I discovered BDSM and began a journey into power exchange, and yet I go to bed each night thinking we have finally plumbed the depths of what D/s has to offer us. As we drift off to sleep, I press up against his back, certain…
I imagined myself ending up crouched in a closet, naked, insensible to myself, begging Daddy to be let out and fucked. And who would have any sympathy for idiot me? No one.
But even when we get there, I’ve felt constrained from writing about it, with all the #MeToo movement stuff and the loud and fierce female resistance to women being treated as sexual objects. It has seemed important to take that movement all in and give it space, figure out where the cultural feeling about sexual relationships will end up…
The other night as I headed into our bedroom, I found my darling Daddy Husband watching the James Bond movie, Live and Let Die. Like many men, he loves watching the obviously dominant James Bond seduce sexy women into submission. As I looked at the screen, I said something about how young Jane Seymour was…
This morning, I slip off back to sleep after Daddy goes to work, and I dream that he has decided to start “anal training” and come back into the room to slip a butt plug in my ass. We have been talking about it so much lately, my growing desire to surrender to this ultimate…
One way my husband wants me to surrender to him is to reveal to him how I am feeling about him and our Dominant/submissive sexual arrangement, so I am developing the habit of writing down our sexual experiences and how I feel about it. I call it my “chronicle” (and the basis for this blog).…
I am having a rough work day, lots of difficult conversations and criticism of the pages I have turned in. And in the middle of this, Michael sends me an email. He wants me waiting naked in bed for him when he gets home from work, to have ropes and riding crop ready so he…
I have a new hobby: Contemplating all the ways in which sexual submission is similar to actual spiritual practices, and how it is “saving” me. The first is obvious, and that’s the experience of surrender in the most literal way. Eastern religions have long taught that when one is truly surrendered, relinquishing all power and…
My husband has left on a business trip for five days. Five long days. “Daddy’s aren’t supposed to leave,” I pouted just before he left. Yes, he said with a laugh, I’m a bad Daddy. No, no, no, I said as I pressed myself close. You’re the most perfect Daddy there ever was. It’s becoming…
The BDSM world we see on the internet is full of sexual curiosities, and, as we try to see ourselves in this new kinky light, Michael and I are feeling game to give different things a try. First, because it’s a lot of laughing fun, and second, it might possibly turn us on, and third,…
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