Monday morning, Michael has an early meeting, and I let him think I am still asleep as he kneels on the bed to kiss me goodbye. Even if we had time to talk, I don’t know what I’d say. I have no idea what happened to our determination to establish a D/s relationship, it seems…
As we head into Saturday evening, we are high on the electric connection our new power dynamic has created between us. And the evening begins nicely, with Michael tying me in a breast harness. It is like slow hypnosis, as I feel his hands move against my skin, and the rope tighten around me, I…
The morning after I first call my husband Daddy, it is Saturday, he wakes me up in the dark again by climbing on top of me, and I think I will lie there in peaceful silence again. But I find out quickly that Michael is not in a peaceful mood, he is pure animal this…
My husband and I are new to the practice of power exchange. The energy of it is thrilling, but it strange, and maybe even dangerous. We feel as if we’ve grabbed hold of a tiger by the tail, and we’re not sure how to tame it. But others have gone before us, there is much…
In these early days of our D/s life, I am lucky I don’t have a lot of work on my plate, and after Michael goes to work I can just float in this new perspective on “us,” try to grapple with his change in our relationship, this change in myself. The feeling of coming home…
Everybody Loves Raymond Since discovering my sexual submissive self over two years ago, it is almost impossible not to see relationships through that lens as they play out in popular culture or in the news. For example, I recently saw a rerun of Everybody Loves Raymond, in which poor Raymond is desperate to get laid…
Early Indications We are a week into our D/s exploration, and now that I am believing this is going to be the way for us, that this is really who we are… I spend a lot of time in my living room chair, gazing at the winter-bare oak trees out my front window, trying to…
I consider myself a feminist, proudly so, passionately so. I am liberal, far into mid-life, I believe in equal rights, equal pay, equal opportunity. I have my own career, I earn my own money, keep it in my own bank account, and I certainly make my own life decisions. I have written dramatic defenses (literally…
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